There is so much coming forth in my life that I always felt was out of my reach or really I never felt worthy of. I have allowed myself to walk in the darkness for so long that it chocked out all the light and life in my heart. The unimaginable became a reality over the years and I thought all hope was lost.
Then I came home to my Daddy......
The nightmare is finally coming to an end. Iv rid my house of the snakes and set my eyes on God. I finally stood on the solid foundation of Jesus. No matter how hard the rain beats down or the thunder rolls while lightening crashes down around me, my foundation is not shook. So I say to the snake make your threats, throw the poison darts of guilt, aim for my heart, I don't fear you.
My son will be in my arms soon and then he will be coming home to stay and my family will be half way back together. Everything I have worked towards, I am reaping the rewards for never really giving up no matter the fight.
Also, I am learning to take things slow. Finding my way through the lies the snake told that I didn't realize were destroying me. I'm finding Love maybe...no..no... INTIMACY. That's what I have found. I am allowing myself to be lost in it for a moment because I deserve it.
Hmmm... Come What May...today is good.
So glad that things are finally falling into place . I look to the day that u send me a text or I receive a call from u saying Jake is finally home with his Momma. For good. And I know that day will be soon.
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