When God takes the blinders off and you step back and view your world in truth and honesty. In the light off God. There is so much bull crap to be sorted through you almost dont know where to begin. All the brokeness and ashes. How could beauty ever rise up out of this mess that filth and torment has left in its path. Some things are easy to discard and throw aside.... to forget and forgive. Others, well those people and events they leave scars. Most of the scars superficial, time heals those and eventually they fade, but those ones that are deep and maybe festered by bitterness, unforgivness, and mostly confusion those...those change us forever and we see them ever time we look in the mirror and thats all we can see. Its so heart breaking to know how beautiful we once were how innocent. Our choices our situations our unforgivable past. How could we ever be beautiful again?
Beacause God so LOVED me.......
That He never left me nor forsaked me, He just loved me thru it all and when I fell into my Daddys arms He held me close and whispered his promises to me while He applied His healing balm of grace, mercy, and forgivness to my wounds. So that today I stand before Him and the world a beautiful and dignified woman thats not held back by shame and guilt but an overcomer by His blood and my scars.
Thank you God for never giving up on me and leaving me to the ugliness of my scars. That all things work for Your good and for always giving me the strength to endure.....come what may.
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